My weakest time.Is really really weak.I need something which i myself also don know what is the thing that i wan and i need.The most bad thing was that i scored a really "GOOD" results which everyone could not believe,but thats truth.Coz of that,i cant do things that i really wan.I m not clever,not diligent as others do,Im really nothing.I noticed that im dreaming all the time instead of doing something.And this is me,the idiot me.I have wasted a long long time to do something that i feel like will be worthy,but today,now,i don really dare to be so confidence with that,everything as well.Nothing is perfect in this world,things might change in the mean time,anytime,anywhere,anyone.WE DON KNOW.Some people tell me this is faith,some say this is life,some says this is SAMSKARA,well i believe this.i believe all this.Today im doing something very very wrong,and im trying to recorrect the mistake.I don want anything to go nad or even worse.I dont wan,but I really got no idea what to do,how to do.Is complicated,nothing simple !I step in the wrong house,I wish that I can step out earlier.But there is not even a single chance.I regret
A pretty good and new house come to me,i wish to go into it,but is really hard,theres too much security guide over there.So i have to really take sometimes to step in if i really wan to.Is really a sad thing.I really wish to give out myself and let others to bring me into those house that really suits me,I don know where to go,what to do.Love wasnt everyting for me now,is tired to be in love=)I guess everyone of you sensed this before if u still havent got the one who can really have the same lifestyle with you.I wish i got one,but is tough. But is not important anymore,is all depends what HE give.What HE plan,what HE give,im ok i will take it easy.Today im here to talk to myself but not anyone.So those who is reading my heart,thanks.Those who wan me to improve my english thanks as well,i WILL.thanks for everything in this world that is meant for me.
IN HIM,
SUSHANTII@carolyn
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